Nothing Changes

It’s like I never left. 6 weeks later and nothing has changed! The four white walls still stand around me pleading for some colour. The speckled rug clings to the dust that has been living there for months despite so desperately trying to clean it up. The voices still echo through the halls with gleeful …

New Year, Same Me

It's that time of the year where the darkness of night outweighs the light of the day. The cold encapsulates the morning air. Every breath outdoors burns in your lungs. Christmas has passed but the new year has yet to begin. We are constantly in a state of not knowing what day it is and …

The Sunlight

My heart is hurting. Hope seems to just be a fleeting thought. I long for the day when heaven engulfs me in a blanket of grace and pain is no more. The darkness isolates me and it is as though the sun forgets to shine on my ever hurting being. I know the sun will …

Ended Dreams

I have recently been realizing that my dreams for my future may not be possible. and it's killing me. Ever since I was in treatment for ed, I have wanted to start a group home for girls with eating disorders. After being told I was so sick that I had about 6 months to live …